Abraham, Isaac,
David, Jesus, & Aragorn
(Though
not necessarily in that order)
A
Reply
This is from a
friend responding to the "Abraham, Isaac, David, Jesus & Aragorn."
Dear Fred
I think this latest writing of yours is brilliant but the last few paragraphs
throw up a question in my mind that I would be interested in knowing your views
on. I guess bottom line it brings out the old question of licence.
We know someone who speaks constantly about knowing who he is and stating that
all is God in his life no matter what happens or how it looks. However he can
never keep a job for more than a few months (he has a superior attitude "always
trying to put right those around him" and thinks he knows it all spiritually and
can get very 'super spiritual' at work where practical solutions are being
looked for etc) He is constantly in horrendous debt and takes no responsibility
for anything. He always says this is the way God is taking him. I cannot agree
with this, there has to be a time when we take responsibility for our actions
and do not blame everything on God as this guy does.
Would be interested in your comments.
Dear _________,
I'm not surprised some of my statements raised the "license" question.
Obviously I don't know the brother you refer to, or any specifics of his life,
so I could not comment particularly about him and his apparent problems. I can
only answer therefore in generalities.
But I have no cognizance of what you mean by "responsibility." Ye are dead, and
your life is hidden with Christ in God. Do we believe this? Where then does
"responsibility" lie?
I know no answer except faith. Not faith in our doctrines, or in our mental
beliefs, but in God only Himself.
What doctrine would have you up on a mountain killing your son, saying God told
you to do it? They'd lock you up and throw away the key. The tabloid press would
have a field day. What doctrine would have you turn your wife's maid and your
firstborn son out into the desert to die (for all you care, since you do nothing
else to insure their survival)? What doctrine would have you marry your half
sister? These days that's called incest, and they have laws against it and you
can go to jail. Yet Abraham did all that, and we call him the righteousness of
God, the example of faith. And none of that mentioned above sounds like
"responsible living."
Maybe your friend is just a flake, I don't know, using these precious truths as
a mask to hide his fleshly indulgences. I don't know. Or maybe your friend
appears as a fool to you, but really portrays the salvation of God in the midst
of his constant indebtedness and human frailty.
Where is your faith? What is your faith for your friend?
Or does his behavior so appall you, that you cannot have faith for him? That you
cannot see him whole and complete in Christ?
The only answer I know to anything is faith. Faith in God.
I died to personal responsibility the moment I realized I had no ability of any
kind whatsoever to produce even one iota of a particle of the fruit of God. If
God doesn't do it, it doesn't get done. I quit living a responsible life with my
face buried in the pillow of my wingback chair in 1981. I told God that was it,
I was finished. Finite. I coudn't attain heaven, couldn't keep myself from hell.
If anything was going to get done, He would have to do it, period, no debate, I
quit!
Maybe that sounds like dodging the bullet. Maybe that sounds like fleeing
responsibility. To me it means I've died and now Another lives my life, and
there is no going back on that.
Sure people can use these "truths" in a fleshly way to indulge in fleshly
living. That's always been a charge against the Spirit Life. So what?
Should we shy away from freedom simply because it has been misrepresented and by
some misused?
Are we about fleshly appearances? Do we think that by our fleshly appearances,
with everything neat and tidy, everything "just-so," all "i's" dotted and all "t's"
crossed, we'll by those appearances promote the kingdom of God?
Isn't God big enough to protect His own reputation?
When I say you can do anything you want, I speak to spiritual adults. Those who
hear these truths and have not yet come to adulthood (adulthood meaning a
consciousness of God is ALL in the all, ONE PERSON manifesting Himself in all
things), will crash and burn on these truths.
GOOD!
There is only ONE God. One Person. Those who have other gods temporarily will
find those gods wanting. Amen. We are put into bondage, not by our own will,
that we might understand hope beyond reason.
Hope beyond reason would seem to me to apply to someone hopelessly in debt with
no possible relief coming forth, who seems in his humanity to have no ability or
consciousness of responsibility toward a resolution of his insoluable problems,
but who nevertheless stands on the promise of an inner word spoken in his heart
in the silent watches of the night.
Maybe that doesn't apply to the brother you speak of. I have no idea. But it
applies to me.
And I am not about license. I'm not looking for a loophole so I can go out and
cheat on my wife or pretend I don't have any debts. I died, and the One who rose
in me is about Life for others.
I don't say that out of some prideful heart thinking I'm something better than
others, but as one who has realized to the uttermost his own absolute weakness
and finding in that absolute weakness the invisibile intangible Strength of the
Living God.
Finding that abolute weakness in myself, with no ability of any kind to bring
forth God's righteousness, with no ability of any kind to be personally
"responsible" for ANYTHING, (how are dead people responsible?), in that LOSING
my life a new life, unexpected, unknown, yet intimately familiar, arises, maybe
discombobulated to the world, and maybe especially to my sometimes
almost-too-disapproving-brethren, but nonetheless in the midst of my weakness
and failure and seeming indifference to consequences in the flesh, God shines in
my MORTAL flesh.
So, here are my views on license.
There is no such thing. There is either living in grace, in the kingdom of God,
or in bondage, in the kingdom of the wicked one.
In the kingdom of grace all is free.
Strangely, in the kingdom of bondage everything is also free.
Unto the pure thou wilt shew thyself pure, unto the froward thou wilt shew
thyself froward.
Of which freedom are we?
love,
fred